Friday, January 17, 2014

Holding

Just a note to say still spotting. Proceeding as if this is new normal. Not worse bleeding, not obvious SCH to identify. On the plus side, I have a small consult with a MFM and a scan with OB next week.

Sorta wish I still had my Doppler.

Ten weeks tomorrow. On the edge, still. Between making plans for next month and the rest of our lives. It is a long climb to fall from this point. My hope is to just hang on and celebrate every week that this continues to progress. I'm off the usual pattern, but not one for being on the better side of the odds.

16 comments:

  1. Glad for the update. I know you can't say it, so I will: it will be fine, it will be fine, it will be fine. I want this so much for you.

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  2. Holding pattern is better than other scenarios we can all imagine, so I'm thankful to read this update. Come on, Elf.

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  3. Fingers crossed and prayers too. Thanks for updating us.

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  4. hugs to you! keep holding on. wishing all the best for you and little Elf.

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  5. One week at a time is a good plan! Hang in there! Thinking of you!

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  6. Keeping everything crossed for you. Week at a time is the best plan. Hang in there.

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  7. Hang on Elf, we are all rooting for you!

    Kel

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  8. Oh misfit, I am so sorry. Sorry you're being tortured this way, sorry you're still spotting during the limbo. I know and you know that quite a bit of bright red blood can happen in a pregnancy that leads to a happy baby--I mean, we've seen probably a bathtub full--but nothing can tell you which way this will go, and that's just SHITTY.

    While you wait, I will continue to be very hopeful for Elf.

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  9. Oh my God...I hated spotting so so much, and I had so so much with Martina...You may remember i thought it was a lost pregnancy many times. Apparently is just to keep you on our toes...you know, in case you get comfortable now that you know you can carry to term. Feck spotting. love to you and Elf, Fran

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  10. I hold my breath everytime I click on your blog for an update! For some reason I think this elf is going to hang on the shelf for the long haul!! :)

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  11. Oh Misfits. It is not fair for RPL ladies to spot. I think Elf is in for the long haul too. Thinking of you.

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  12. Thinking and praying for you.

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  13. I'm hoping so much that your scan this week was a good one. Thinking of you.

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  14. I'm a long time lurker, and just wanted to let you know I've been thinking of you and Elf often, and hoping so hard.

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  15. Praying and thinking of you and little elf. Hoping all is well.

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